about me
A girl who always wonder how to make her life more fun. I am Nadzifa Adiba. I was born on 20th June 2002. Every time I look at my birth date, I see it as 20th is pink and June is green. I don't know if that makes sense. And yes, a Gemini. I was born at Kuching, Sarawak. Moving on, I asked my friend of 5 years to tell me what she thinks of me, and she said I am a quiet person. I am always in my own world. I thought I was a quiet person around new people, but I guess I am actually a quiet person. I also give good relationship advice, or advice in general. I find myself always giving out relationship advice to my friends, even though I have been single my entire life. Why is it like that though? Then, I am a great listener. I love listening to others. I am not sure if I'm just busybody or I'm actually caring. But then, my friend said that I'm a caring person but I don't show it. I guess that is my way to show that I care? But it's always "can you listen to me?" and never "do you want me to listen to you?" Ehhhh I am only kidding. What I love about me is, I know when I'm being toxic to people. I'm aware that my thoughts are toxic and I try the hardest to make sure people are not hurting because of my actions. Furthermore, for me, it's either oversharing or not sharing at all. Then, I get easily offended. My friend told me this. She's right. Then, I'm quite bossy. When I was a kid, my childhood friends legit dumped me because of this. I didn't even realize I was being bossy to them. I was just trying to play. But now I'm glad they pointed this out. Lastly, I am not creative. And I struggled so much when I need to do things that involved creativity. Therefore, please bare with me about this one.
GOALS
I love languages and I wish I got jobs that let me use various languages. I want to learn as many languages as I can because every one of them has its own charm. But my inability to focus for a long time gets in my way.
Fun fact, my house was on fire when I was like 10 or 11. I don't really remember. But we made it into some newspaper. It is still clear in my head how I was coming back from my KAFA session, and I rode school bus when I came back. So I was completely clueless about my house being on fire. When the bus arrived at my residential area, all of us, who were on the bus, were stunned because we saw black smoke in the air. I, of course didn't suspected anything because I was a kid. Then the bus dropped me off. As I was walking, I saw two boys in the backyard of my house, looking inside my house. I thought they were trying to rob my family, silly me. Then I went to the front part of my house, when I say I was shocked to see it was my house that was burning. Firefighters, policemen and even the police's yellow tape were there. People were so many I couldn't find my mom and my little brother. Turned out they were at our neighbor's house, mom was crying. Dad was at Gemas, on his duty as a soldier. He drove back home though. The panic on his face when he arrived. Luckily all of us were safe, no physical injuries at all. Metro said one of us didn't survive though. False reports. Anyways, it was because of our car, something just decided to break down and destroyed 60% of our house. And the house beside us also was damaged, but not as bad as ours. I actually had a bet with their son, whose house that finished building first, they are richer than the other. And he won. Back then when thing was so simple. Nevertheless, it was 0/10. I don't want to experience that ever again. But the attention from people was 10/10 though.
